Nayi Raahein....

Zindgi anayaas hi naye mod lene lagi hai..

Bina kisi aahat ke nayi raah pe chalne lagi hai..

Beparwaah si hansi hasti hui chali jaa rahi hai..

Nayi raahon pe jaane ko aatur hai, aur duniya se bekhabar bhi hai..

Socha aage badhkar rok loon use..

Zara hoshiyaar kar doon use..

Nayi raahon pe chalna seekha hai abhi-abhi..

Fisalne se pahle thaam loon use...

Dil aur dimaag dono ka dhyaan nahi hai..

Aur kisi ki parwaah bhi nahi hai..

nayi raah baahein khole khadi hai..

aur zindgi unme simatne ko bekaraar hai..

Aye zindgi..!! zara sambhal kar....

Iss duniya mein raahon pe kaatein bahut hain..

Aur wo bhi hare-bhare maidan ke neeche..

Kahin tumhari khushi kaafoor na ho jaye......nayi raahon ki lipsa mein !!

Masroofiyat...

Unki masroofiyat ne humein itna nazarandaaz kar diya,

ki hum ruswa hue aur unhe ilm bhi na hua.

unki nazrein inaayat to hui mujh par,

magar doosre hi pal wapas chali gayi.......jahan wo masroof the.

will write sometime later..

Uff...Ye Sapne..!!

Mere "Sapno" ne iss kadar juda kar diya khud se....

ki ab lautne ki raah jaise dikhai hi nahi deti.

Aisa junoon chadha hai ki....

Lakh chahne ke baad bhi mein unhe chhod nahi paati.

Unke kad itne bade ho gaye hain ki....

main unhe bhool nahi paati.

Sapne poore karna sabko nahi aata....

par sapne dekhna bhi sabko kahan aata hai.

Mere sapne mujhe chain se nahi baithne dete....

haan  mujhe gumaan hai, ki ye mujhe chalte rahne ko kahte hain.

Uff...ye sapne.........bahut bade par mere apne.

A Story.......

"What....? you can't come with me".

That was the ending of an aberrant conversation. Kailash miffed and left the room with the firm decision of never to meet again. "But how could shivani?".....many questions were churning around in his unconfirmed mind.

Flash back......

They were called a perfect couple in college, both were damn sure that they will get married in future. Everything, every condition & every situation was just perfect for their marriage. Shivani was as good in each & everything as Kailash. Nobody was expecting that they will separate. But the day when Shivani was about to meet his parents, was the utter cursed day. Kailash's parents had chosen another girl for their son according to their status, their position, & their reputation. Shivani was shocked...& it took few minutes to understand what she heard just now, infact Kailash was not aware of it. He looked at shivani's face and said- wait..let me talk. He came with his mother separately and asked about what the hell was going on....?

But he was answered..."SHE IS NOT OF OUR CLASS.."

Do you have any idea  what are you talking about..?

Are you just out of your mind? 

And please don't ask these stupid questions to your dad?

He was freezed, and Shivani left the house immediately.

Few years later.....

In between they never met again. Shivani's parents fixed her marriage by their own choice & asked Shivani whether she liked him or not. She said yes without any arguement....and made her parents happy. Suddenly one day in the morning aroud 10 AM Kailash came to her home....she did not understand what to say. Her parents welcomed him. Her father left the home for the day & mother went to cook something for both. They were all alone in the room with a deep silence.

Coming back to the starting of the story.....

Shivani- How are you and your wife...?

Kailash- I did not marry...

Shivani- What......?

Kailash- I have left my home that very day. Come with me Shivani, we will start over again.................please.

Shivani- No.

Kailash- But why...?

Shivani- No, I can't. I can't hurt my parents.

Kailash- Ok, but you can hurt me without any hesitation...

Shivani- Couldn't you tell me before....that you did not marry........damn it.

Kailash- What now?

Shivani- I can't come with you Kailash....please leave me as i am.

Kailash- "What....? you can't come with me".

and with that Kailash left the room, & Shivani did not try to stop him.

Her mother came and said- why he left without having anything....?

A Change...Acceptable Or Not?

What it takes to be a good critic? 

It really need guts to be a good critic, because the words must worth.Often i think why people do not ready to accept a change, specially when everybody claims that the system must change. Barack Obama became "The New President of United States of America", and people liked him all over the world, the fact being that he is going to change the whole system ( political environment)...the whole economy is going to be recovered in a new way with the 700 b$ scheme approved by senate.Well....take another aspect, after the collapse of lehman brothers the wall street became  a bit COLD & DULL, afterall "lehman brothers" is facing such a huge loss for the first time in its 160 yrs old life...When people say that they want a change on one side, same people don't feel comfortable when a change takes place on another side.

Isn't it double standard? The  sarcasm is but obvious, whether there is a change or not.

Nazaria.......

Shoonya aur andhere ki orr badhte uske kadam use kahin nahi le jate, kintu wo bina kisi baat-cheet kiye chala jaa raha tha.Use kisi se koi shikwa koi shikayat nahi hai, magar use kisi se koi ummeed koi apeksha bhi nahi thi. Use kuch nahi chahiye ( aisa wo kahta hai), magar koi talaash hai jo use shoonya raste par chalne ki "salaah" deti hai. 

"Kya wo moorkh hai, jo kabhi kuch na dene wale raste par agrasar hai............nahi.

Kya use iss baat ki zara bhi fikr nahi, ki wo kahan jaa raha hai....................nahi."

Aisa bilkul bhi nahi hai...........

Nazaria hai apna apna ki kisi ko wo raaste shoonya-chitt aur andhkaarmay lagte hain, aur kisi ko wahi raaste prakashit lagte hain.